Friday, December 12, 2008

Conflux is coming to town by 2009


Nicol Bolas Against the four Plainswalkers.. Coming next year

Join the Conflux Prerelease and Launch Parties ..... The future of Alara is in your hands..




I don't Exist..

Traffic Gen 101: Link Page Evolution


Since we started blog we created or allocate a portion for the link page. The page where we put the links of our affiliates, other blogs and blogger friends link. It is usually put in a separate page or the right or left corner of your blog /website.

If you think thoroughly what's the primary reason of a viewer in visiting a blog / website. It is simply to read the content or article that he / she thinks can be helpful to him /her.

With Live Content Pages we can maximize the page usage. We will be able to help the readers by giving them a direct link for additional resources and at the same time gives traffic to your affiliate sites in just one page alone.

So why create two pages when one page will serve the purpose of two.

here is a good example of a blog that uses Live Content Pages.

More Info


Ima High Blue


Ima High Blue - What colour are you ?

Tips on how to get to know me better


  • Be pleasant
  • Be non assertive
  • Be consistent
  • Be selfless
  • Be open
  • Be supportive of my feelings
  • Be sincere

Importance of Music

Do you know that music started to exist during the time when only animals roamed the earth? It is theorized that animals is using a form of sound / music to communicate with one another.
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Just a bit of reflection .. .After reading the article I realized that music plays a vital part to our existence because without communication how can the animals evolve and reproduce. If they don't reproduce then the circle of life will be in balance .. In short we don't have enough food to sustain the energy we need to do our daily task and to protect our ecosystem.

Thanks to music ...without it we don't exist.



I don't Exist ...

Friday, December 5, 2008

Keyword Tool Limitations Revealed

I was doing a research on the different Keyword Research Tool and found out that no matter how advance the software or tool ...it will always have its limitation. Limitation that we need to be aware for us to avoid misjudgment and miscalculation in optimizing our websites.



  1. The data presented (search volume and etc) are based on the past records. Therefore it will not give you guarantee that the certain keyword will still work in the near future.
  2. The records will not show the researcher the actual traffic the specific keyword can generate since the traffic will depend on the SEO and PPC optimization, competition and your marketing strategy is.
  3. The tool cannot give you the stats on how profitable your keyword is on how many customers are willing to buy your product or subscribe to your services.
  4. The data is only based on the GOOGLE's market some of the products and services will have better conversion in the other competitors.
  5. There are some areas we need to consider like:
  • Specific Target Market
  • May Exceed your daily budget but will not appear for every search
  • Adwords Impressions include the search network but the keyword tool restricts to Google only.


Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Magic The Gathering: Magical Tournament

There will be a Magical Tournament on December 27, 2008 (Tentative Date) @ the Magic Store (DAVAO City). Time , Format and Registration Fee will be announce later this week or next week. The Door Price is a Random FNM card of 2008.

Possible FNM door prize:
January - Remand
February - Tormod's Crypt
March - Eternal Witness
April - Tendrils of Agony
May - Pendelhaven
June - Resurrection
July - Wall or Roots
August - Dessert
September - Thrist for Knowledge
October - Serrated Arrows
November - Isochron Scepter
December - Shrapnel Blast


Top 8 Prices

1st – Promo card + Niz-Mizzet Bag + X Booster Packs
2nd - Promo card + Roll down Life Counter (Eventide) + X Booster Packs
3rd - Promo card + X Booster Packs
4th - Promo card + X Booster Packs
5th – Promo card + Deck Box (Eventide)
6th – Promo card + Deck Box (Eventide)
7th – Promo card + Deck Box (Eventide)
8th – Promo card + Deck Box (Eventide)

* promo card: Woolly Thoctar or Sprouting Thrinax.
*X=depending on the number of players


Thursday, November 20, 2008

Nickelback - Never Gonna Be Alone

Time, is going by, so much faster than I,
And I'm starting to regret not spending all of here with you.
Now I'm, wondering why, I've kept this bottled inside,
So I'm starting to regret not selling all of it to you.
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know...

(Chorus)
Never gonna be alone!
From this moment on, if you ever feel like letting go,
I won't let you fall...
Never gonna be alone!
I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.

(Verse 2)
And now, as long as I can, I'm holding on with both hands,
'Coz forever I believe that there's nothing I could need but you,
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know...

(Chorus)
Never gonna be alone!
From this moment on, if you ever feel like letting go,
I won't let you fall.
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on.
We're gonna see the world out,
I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.

(Verse 3)
Ooooh!
You've gotta live every single day,
Like it's the only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Don't let it slip away,
Could be our only one, you know it's only just begun.
Every single day,
Maybe our only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Tomorrow never comes...

(Verse 4)
Time, is going by, so much faster than I,
And I'm starting to regret not telling all of this to you.
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know...

(Chorus)
Never gonna be alone!
From this moment on, if you ever feel like letting go,
I won't let you fall.
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on.
We're gonna see the world out,
I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.

I'm gonna be there always,
I won't be missing a word all day,
I'm gonna be there always,
I won't be missing a word all day.

Spyware 101: What is a Point Guard In and Off Court

Point Guards are Hard Court Generals .. They are the one who calls for the plays and the person who creates opportunity for his teammate to score in a ball game.

Here are some responsibilities of a point guard in and off the court.

  • Keep constant pressure on a passer or dribbler forcing them off of their desired path of attack.
  • Talk constantly on defense helping their teammates to recognize potentially dangerous points of attack by their opponent. They keep their focus throughout the course of a game, and pay attention to details at nearly all times.
  • Advance the ball up the court from the defensive three point line to the attacking three point line with 2-3 dribbles while under control, and they always pass ahead when a teammate is open down the court who either has an open shot, or can create a numbers advantage from which the retreating defense cannot recover .
  • Able to play excellent defense and create shots for himself in the halfcourt offense. He needs to be a weapon from long range as well. This is true because the better a shooting guard can shoot from behind the three point line, the more it forces defenses to step farther out on the court to guard him. This in turn allows the lane to be open to both penetration, and for the post players.
  • Get their teams prepared psychologically for practice and for games. They know which players need to be provoked to pick up intensity or concentration and which ones are excitable and need to be calmed.
  • On the fast break they constantly find a way to get open on the outlet pass as far up the court as possible.
  • Able to be a spot-up shooter—to be able to catch and shoot—as well as be able to create his own shot off the dribble.
    The shooting guard is often called upon to get the team a quality shot when their offense has broken down. In other words, when a play has not worked, or the opposing team's defense has thrown a team out of sync, the shooting guard must step up and be able to create something out of nothing.
  • Know how to get their best scorers the ball on a consistent basis, but are always on the lookout for how to create high percentage scoring opportunities for offensive teammates in a lesser role. They are able to keep all of their teammates involved offensively which makes the attacking team more difficult to guard.
  • Know their own team´s optimal tempo for both offense, defense, and in transition. They know when to speed the tempo up or slow it down.
  • Always have their head up and maintain full court vision at all times. They do not see one opponent or blocks of 2 or 3, they see all 10 players on the court, and understand the relationship of each by positioning.
  • Pay attention to situational advantages such as on the free throw line, during jump balls, or in the flow of the game. For example, when an attacking team has a penetrating guard with no one getting back for defensive balance, they know to attack hard and quick on the counter fast break.
  • Quickly and clearly communicate play calls or changes both in the open court and on dead ball situations. They also have the ability to quickly organize a team after an offensive pattern breakdown.
  • Seldom turn the ball over due to pressure, and when they deliver a pass to a teammate it is to a point closest to the best position from which their teammate can score. Not occasionally, but virtually every single time.
  • Understand completely a coach´s (and therefore the team´s) playing philosophy from top to bottom and every ounce of energy and effort is put forth to execute that philosophy. I have seen good guards who are great physically who constantly break out of the team philosophy creating confusion over the team´s offensive and defensive goals. Great guards understand you cannot win if all the oarsmen are not rowing in the same direction.
  • Rarely get caught out of position in defensive transition and the best have the ability to buy time, and space to force the defense into a low percentage shot in the open court even with a superior numbers advantage. They may not stop the break every time, but if they stuff it half the time, they will save you 8 or 10 free points a game.
  • Can stop dribble penetration on defense
  • Able to dribble without thinking about dribbling or about the opponent who is guarding you. This will free you to see the court, ready to pass to a teammate who is open.
whewh .. It's not easy to be a Point Guard wahihihih

1 day to go before game time



-- I don't exist --

Xmas is coming to Town

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

FNM: Holiday Promotion.

Forge your destiny! and play with the best local players ..

Requirement:
Play at least two FNM tournaments between 14th of November to 12th of
December 2008 and receive one Hypnotic Specter promo card in your next MPR Mailing! ..

Info about MPR:

What is Magic Player Rewards? .. is a free program that rewards DCI members for their participation in sanctioned Magic: The Gathering Tournaments with textless version of the players favorite spells. If you're not yet registered visit the DCI and register now to avail the Holiday promotion.

But before joining any tournament make sure that you already activated your Magic Player Rewards.

Happy Holidays.



-- I don't exist --
6 days to go

Monday, November 10, 2008

Eversun Cup Conference 2 Day 1 : Spywares VS Assumption Broken Arrows

It was the first game of the conference and faced the formidable Broken Arrows.. We lost 3 of the encounters but with the help of new team addition Center Nat's we were able to stop and limit their transition points .. and dictate the game to a slow and set up tempo ..and escape a 15 point lead at the end of the first quarter ..

During the two succeeding quarter it was a see saw battle between the two teams but were able to get an 8-0 run during last few minutes of the 3rd quarter.. and were able to maintain the lead until the buzzer sounded.

We fortunately got our first win against the Broken Arrows.. hehehe "Chamba" .. keep it up SPYWARE .. and may the force be with you ...

After the game we were able to get a chance to play with our next opponent ... but sad to say we lost the game .. the good thing is that its only an exhibition game .. :)




-- I don't exist --
7 days to go ..

Obama: Key to the fulfilling the American Dream

Today, is the start of the transition stage .. The Stage where he still adjusting to the new duties and responsibilities ... But the people around the world has their expectation ... The question is .. can he lead his people to fulfilling the American Dream ? Can he help the country to fight against the current problem? and more ..






Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Rumor - Ultramagneticjam Volume 2


Ultramagneticjam Volume 2 ?

some of the teaser files are now available online like...

Ang Huling El Bimbo - Kamikazee
Overdrive - Imago
Poorman's Grave - Hilera
Sem break - Moonstar88

Hope its true .. its been 3 years since the Volume 1 has been released

-- Help Atlanta ZOO preserve the Animals ---


"Those who wants us to be destroyed .. will beat them .. those who wants peace support them and those who want to live .. come with me"

-- I don't exist --
14 days to go

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Reasons Why to Watch Movies on Big Screen

There are lots of Reason why to watch a movie in the Big Screen..

Here are some of the list ...

  • We can view the movie before it will be available to the video stores and shops
  • We can view the movie before it will be seen in the cable TV (HBO , Star Movies)
  • We can view the movie as many times as we want .. (Applicable to Philippines) not sure to the other countries :)
  • The Screen will be bigger than any household's Television.
  • The Sound is really loud that we can feel the thrill ..
  • Air Condition - The Cinema's Air Condition System is really cool
  • If we are inside the malls.. foods and food chains are accessible but not free. hehehe
  • Lastly, is that it will serve as moral support to our favorite artist and can considered as measurement of how good the movie is .
Happy Viewing ..






- I don't Exist -
13 days to go

Monday, November 3, 2008

Sunday is League Play Day



Last Sunday, our local Magic The Gathering shop owner announced Sunday as League Play day --

here the guidelines of the League Tournament:

1. League Play – After players complete a Magic Match he/she receives one “tick-mark” by his/her name for completing the match and the match winner receives an additional “tick-mark”. After a player earns fifteen “tick-marks” he/she will be rewarded with one promo card. More league rules below.

2. Planeswalkers Achievement – After a player accomplishes seven achievements he/she will be rewarded with one promo card. Achievement rules below.


LEAGUE PLAY
Date: Sundays (Nov-Dec)
Time: 1PM-5PM
Format: Standard
Entrance Fee: P50 (good for the whole league tournament)

DETAILS:
*Not a Sanctioned Magic Tournament
*You can play any players who are also registered for league play anytime on Sundays.
*Players should not play the same opponent in consecutive matches on the same day.
*Both players report league match results to the League Facilitator after matches have been completed.
*The facilitator gives both players one “tick-mark” by his/her name for completing the match and the match winner receives an additional “tick-mark”.
*After a player has earned 15 “tick-marks” he/she will received a Woolly Thoctar promo card (while supplies last).
*After a player has earned 28 “tick-marks” he/she will receive another promo card (while supplies last).
*Your “tick-marks” or points will be carried over to the next league play.
*League Play ends when the supply of the promo cards is no more.
*This style of league play is less competitive, and is more flexible than tournament play.


PLANESWALKERS ACHIEVEMENT
*No entrance fee is required to participate
*Register first at the card shop
*Players may earn a promo card (while supplies last), by completing predetermined Achievements.
*After a player has accomplished 7 Planeswalkers Achievements he/she will be rewarded with one Sprouting Thrinax promo card.
*This style of Magic play is very casual and is great for new players.


The Planeswalkers Achievements are:
*Bring a new player to play Magic in this Location
*Participate in a Sanctioned Magic Tournament
*Teach a new customer How to Play Magic
*Participate in a Sanctioned Standard Tournament
*Donate old Basic Land cards to Location Organizer
*Participate in a Sanctioned Limited Tournament
*Register for League Play
*Participate in a Sanctioned 2HG Tournament
*Earn 15 League tick-marks
*Finish first in a Sanctioned Magic Tournament

Making Money Online 101: Keyword

Keywords is the most basic Link Building Strategy and yet it plays a vital part for making your website visible to your target market. According to Mr. Joe Laratro, Chief Technology Officer of More Visibility one way to make your website visible is by setting up the right keywords for your site in legal and ethical manner.

Here are some basic tips in setting up keywords for you website.

  • Look for keywords and phrases that are relevant to you website through the different webmaster tools.
  • Make sure that the key are often used in the websites content and articles.
  • Find ways to incorporate the keywords to your website and look for ways to expand content through your selected keywords.
  • Avoid using irrelevant keywords.
  • Must not hide keywords with white text ,through pictures or CSS
  • Prevent using duplicate keyword.
- I don't Exist-
14 days to go . :)

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Knowing Corey Chisel

Cory Chisel is a singer-song writer from metropolis of Appleton, WI. He and The Wandering Sons, have an EP entitled Cabin Ghosts. The EP was recorded live in his family's cabin and at a live show.

It's quite obvious from the opening bars that Chisel spent a great deal of his childhood crawling around in his father's Bruce Springsteen collection. His songs reflect the blue collar Americana of The Boss, Mellancamp, Petty, and other gritty bluesy rockers.

The tracks have a tremendous warmth and comfort to them. In fact, some song will feel instantly familiar, like an old friend you had forgotten.

Chisel's style has an intensity to them, even though his singing and playing style are relatively laid back.

Cabin Ghosts is a tremendous start. It will be interesting to see whether Chisel can sustain this level of quality over the course of a full length album.


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Home in the Woods - Cory Chisel Lyrics

Home in the Woods
Cory Chisel

Don't mess with me mama, I'm a mighty good man.

-- I think that's all you need guys good luck



Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Magic The Gathering : Alternate Art

While searching the internet I found a picture of an alternate art for Sprouting Thrinax and Wolly Thoctar

Heres the picture:


Enjoy .. Hope I can get a copy of the two alternate arts...


- I don't exist-

MouseHunt v2.0.8.1b - Halloween Special



Beware a new breed of mouse is on a leash ...

During the Spooky season the mouse hunt releases an additional mouse type .. introducing the Hallowhead Mouse ... despite of its appearance the new breed is hard to get and clever enough to trick a hunter .. by getting the cheese without setting out the trap..

It gives additional rewards to the lucky hunters

Note:
They only exist during this spooky season ... get one and add it to your collection of mouse ..:)


- I don't Exist --

Monday, October 27, 2008

Supernatural Season 4 Episode 6: ??


What Happen to Dean Winchester?


A Vampire or Gay ?

Watch the Season 4 Episode 6 of Supernatural and know what will happen to Dean ..


-- I Don't Exist --

Saturday, October 25, 2008

How to prevent lossing an important Data file part 2

Back Up Everyday will save you company someday

How to prevent lossing an important Data file part 1

File Backup is vital and must be done daily if possible .. it is one of the key reason why we fail to meet the goal on time .. To prevent such catastrophic event we must set our mind to save and organize our files before leaving our assignment or task..

Here are some tips to avoid data loss....

Routine Backup Plan

  • Make it as part of your scheduled daily tasks.

  • Don't count on anyone else to back your data up for you.

  • Back up all files that you think will be useful to you.

Data Backup Strategy (to avoid loss)

  • Must have a schedule time in doing the back up routine depending on how often your Data changes.

  • Do not be contented with one back up especially if the data is critical.. (Make 3 or more back ups)

  • After a day of work... back up all the files with changes .. in this way it will be easier to track the file changes of the day...
Back Up Everyday will save you company someday

- I don't Exist-

Friday, October 24, 2008

Random sa Playlist

5:12


I'd be lying through my teeth if I told you
That I'm ok
July came, I thought I had it all together
Until you said
"I need some space"
Truth be told
It's so hard to wait

One eye on the clock
And one on the phone
It's 5:19....
I'm feeling alone
If I could talk to you
I'd want you to know
I'm holding loose
But ain't letting go.

We both know that I could think myself dizzy
Right now I'm spinning around
You said, "baby, don't worry"
But I just miss you right now
I said, I miss you right now

One eye on the clock
And one on the phone
It's 5:19....
I'm feeling alone
If I could talk to you
I'd want you to know
I'm holding loose
But ain't letting go.


Baby, take all the time you need
I just want you to know
I'll be here, waiting

With one eye on the clock
And one on the phone
It's 5:19....
I'm feeling alone
If I could talk to you
I'd want you to know
I'm holding loose
But ain't letting go.
(x2)

ooooo....
Ain't letting go

What is SPAM ?


Tonight my task is all about SPAM

what is spam ?

SPAM - originally referred to Spam (food), a canned meat product sold by the Hormel Foods Corporation. Since then, many other uses of the term have emerged.

Spam - is the abuse of electronic messaging systems to indiscriminately send unsolicited bulk messages.

Just wondering

ordinary mail and electronic mail are both letters for the specific person while

the Spam is a food and Electronic spam is unsolicited bulk messages..

spams have a lot of differences why ? hehehe

can't hardly wait for breakfast coz Saturday is SPAM time .. :)

have a nice weekend pips

- I don't Exist-

Friday Night Magic Madness - October 24, 2008 Results



FNM Tournament Results

There were 8 players who joined the FNM

Top 8:
1st - Christopher Bryan Abrau (3-0)
2nd - Cristerson Chee (2-1)
3rd - Bryan Wong (2-1)
4th - Paolo Flores (2-1)
5th - Arnel Ang (1-2)
6th - Edward Ray Camidoy (1-2)
7th - Mark Tabbu (1-2)
8th - Ed Soria (0-3)

- me working - sad

3rd - Bryan Wong (2-1) < two consecutive 3rd place.. hope 2nd or first na next .. congrats ... keep it up .. Red Demigod Wins .!!


-i don't exist-

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Google Docs Forms Answer for data miners

Stop Sharing and Start Collecting

I am a frequent user of Google Docs since i have been doing some Data Mining for the past 10 months .. Data Mining means gathering information about certain topic and compile it in a readable order by encoding the raw file into the spreadsheet .. When working with a group .. I think the best solution in sharing my data thru google docs and our basic problem is when putting the data in the in correct rows . Today just past by an article of google docs a -- The article talks about new ways to collect data that will eliminate the basic problem in gathering data...

With Google Docs Forms we only need to customize the form according to our needs and fill them up when you want to gather ... then it will automatically encoded to your shared document with a timestamp in .. for us to determine when we were able to collect the certain data .. This feature can also be used for sign up page and for online research questionaires .. It can be embedded to a website or can be sent thru email ..

below is a sample of the questionaire.. kindly answer the following question to further test the feature thanks ...

Monday, October 20, 2008

Macky Making Money Online 101: How To Manipulate Website Part 2

After reading the part I ... I will now give you the good news or the things that is legal to do ..

  • Create a web site that contains meta tags, content, graphics, and keywords that help improve your site ranking.
  • Use keywords liberally on your site, so as long as they are used in the correct context of your site topic and content.
  • Include reciprocal links to your site from others as long as those links are legitimate and relevant.
  • Encourage web site traffic through many venues, including keyword advertising, reciprocal links and marketing campaigns
  • Submit your website to search engines manually, rather than waiting for them to pick up your site in the natural course of cataloging web sites.

This list are just the basic ways .. of manipulating search engine and avoid your links to be remove in the search engine

I don't exist ./...

Macky Making Money Online 101: How To Manipulate Website Part 1

Manipulating Website is one of the greatest risk you will take since it will result to removal of your links from the search engines ... unless you know what are doing

Here is the list of reasons why the links will be deleted from the search engines.

  • Trick search engines by embedding hidden keywords in your website
  • Artificially generate links to your site from unrelated sites for the purpose of increasing your ranking based on link analysis.
  • Artificially generate traffic to your web site so that it appears more popular than it is.
  • Force your web site to appear in search engine rankings by submitting the site repeatedly
    for inclusion in the rankings.
  • Expect search engines to automatically rank you at the top of your topic, category, or keyword
    as soon as the site is picked up.


I don't exist - wink

Friday, October 17, 2008

Another Kithkin Deck Wins

Mainboard:

4 Knight of Meadowgrain
4 Wizened Cenn
3 Figure of Destiny
2 Goldmeadow Stalwart
2 Cloudgoat Ranger
1 Thistledown Liege
1 Burrenton Forge-Tender
1 Nobilis of War
1 Ranger of Eos
3 Spectral Procession
2 Mirrorweave
1 Rise of the Hobgoblins
4 Incinerate
1 Magma Spray
3 Oblivion Ring
1 Unmake
1 Ajani Goldmane
1 Ajani Vengeant
1 Glorious Anthem
1 Endless Horizons
12 Plains
1 Ancient Amphitheater
1 Reflecting Pool
1 Shimmering Grotto
1 Rugged Prairie
2 Vivid Crag
2 Vivid Meadow
1 Windbrisk Heights
1 Jungle Shrine

Sideboard:

2 Unmake
1 Ajani Vengeant
1 Relic of Progenitus
1 Oblivion Ring
3 Burrenton Forge-Tender
1 Story Circle
1 Turn to Mist
1 Glorious Anthem
1 Pollen Lullaby
1 Kinsbaile Borderguard
1 Wrath of God
1 Twilight Shepherd



What makes Yammer a good conversation tool


Yammer connects each individual in a organization no matter how far they are from one another.

Yammer is a tool for making companies and organizations more productive through the exchange of short frequent answers to one simple question: “What are you working on?”

As employees answer that question, a feed is created in one central location enabling co-workers to discuss ideas, post news, ask questions, and share links and other information. Yammer also serves as a company directory in which every employee has a profile and as a knowledge base where past conversations can be easily accessed and referenced.

Anyone in a company can start their Yammer network and begin inviting colleagues. The privacy of each network is ensured by limiting access to those with a valid company email address. Information is never shared with third parties.

We have all worked at companies and understand the needs of companies to share information within a private network. We built the solution that we would want to use ourselves.

With this tool we can closer the gap between the employees in a company that will give them an edge to their competitors.

Have a nice weekend

- I don't Exist-

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Random Songs - Punk Goes 90's


Track listing

1. "March of the Pigs" (Nine Inch Nails) - Mae
2. "Song 2" (Blur) - Plain White T's
3. "Under the Bridge" (Red Hot Chili Peppers) - Gym Class Heroes
4. "Black Hole Sun" (Soundgarden) - Copeland
5. "Hey Jealousy" (Gin Blossoms) - Hit The Lights
6. "All I Want" (Toad The Wet Sprocket) - Emery
7. "Losing My Religion" (R.E.M.) - Scary Kids Scaring Kids
8. "Wonderwall" (Oasis) - Cartel
9. "You Oughta Know" (Alanis Morissette) - The Killing Moon
10. "Stars" (Hum) - Bleeding Through
11. "Enjoy the Silence" (Depeche Mode) - Anberlin
12. "The Beautiful People" (Marilyn Manson) - Eighteen Visions
13. "Big Time Sensuality" (Björk) - The Starting Line
14. "In Bloom" (Nirvana) - So They Say
15. "Jumper" (Third Eye Blind) - BEDlight for BlueEYES (featuring Sebastian Davin of Dropping Daylight)

Just got a copy of the album ..

-i don't exist -

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Macky Making Money Online 101: Guideliness and Good Practices (Pricing Tables)

here is a guide of creating an effective Price Table...

  • Keep your table it short and simple - The more information we give the more visitors need to absorb .. the more chances the visitors might forget the other information that is vital to his business . Another thing is that it will be hard to scan and scroll it down and up .
Solution: Only identify the differences of your product / service and just later inform the
customer about the similarities when he / she ask for more information

  • Prices - A customer checks the prices first before any other information.
Solution: Show the customer the prices quick and clear as possible in an orderly manner.
(High to Low or Low to High)

  • Visual - Most of the designers will try to make the table more attractive that would somehow distort the meaning and make the table complicated.
Solution: Try to avoid overly vibrant visual, avoid to spread the icon widely and lastly to
avoid visual noise as possible .

  • Illustrate the difference - There are ways to differenciate things from one another in this case its better to Illustrate the differences with cartoons and attractive icons.
  • Consistency - The Pricing Table must be consistent with the Website design so that it can blend to the site's environment.
  • Avoid opportunity loss - Pricing Table plays a important role in making a sale of your product /service. It serves as a window for the customer to see what your website offers. To make them keep on track and attracted to your product ... its best to



Macky Making Money Online 101: Importance of Prices Tables

Companies who offer products and services must make their Pricing tables Design Simple, Clean and Easy to understand since It is vital to each customers decision in picking the most appropriate plan for their business.

Areas to consider in creating an Effective Pricing Table:
  • The Most Important Feature - Must be able to identify the most important feature of the product and emphasize it to your customer
  • Feature List - It is important to create a feature list to help them evaluate if the services will fit to their needs. We don't want customers to be expecting things that we are not capable of or not included in the product or services because it will be a waist of time for both the company and customer.
  • Knowledge of the product - The company must be knowledgeable to the product.. so that he/she will be able to explain to the customer if in case he/she there are queries and concerns.
  • Design - The design must be consistent with the font, style and color used in the website.
  • Compatibility - must know the limitation of the tables .. must be viewable to all users .
Tip:
Unnecessary cells in your table will increase of chance in losing a potential customer to sign up for the product / service you offer.

Magic the Gathering Deck : RDW new version

Mainboard:
4 Ashenmoor Gouger
4 Boggart Ram-Gang
4 Demigod of Revenge
4 Figure of Destiny
4 Hell's Thunder
4 Flame Javelin
4 Incinerate
4 Shard Volley
4 Firespout
1 Unwilling Recruit
20 Mountain
3 Ghitu Encampment

Added new cards ... The deck was used by Josh Drum during the Star City Games Win-A-Cruise .. :) nice ... Keep It Up RDW users ..

- I don't Exist-



-I don't Exist-

Monday, October 13, 2008

Magic The Gathering Feature Card of the day : Kederekt Leviathan


6BB - Kederekt Leviathan

comes into play return all other non land permanents to their owners' hands.

Unearth 6B

I think this card can be a good addition the grave games Kelpie deck .. :)

what you think guys ?


- I don't Exist - -


Adwords - Ad Writing : Areas To Consider

  1. English Versions - Even though English is the most common language used .. we still need consider that each country have different ways in using the words . Its important to know your target markets country so that you can adjust to the way they communicate.
  2. Generic words - In choosing your keyword avoid using Generic terms and single word because it usually bring so many competitor clicks, compulsive clicks, untargeted prospects and fraudulent clicks that it is hard to justify buying them.
  3. Avoid stiff competition on keywords - It doesn't mean that the higher the bid the better.
    It doesn't mean that a competitor bids on a term it does not mean that there is traffic or that the term is commercially viable, but competitors can help give you many keyword and content ideas.

Nba Live 2009 - Playstation 2


Nba Live 2009 is now available in the electronic stores near you .

Last Sunday we bought a copy of Nba Live 2009 and played the game yesterday .. it's really amazing since the moves is more realistic than the previous NBA Live .. blocks and steal are now easier and shots must be in a proper position (you can't easily score when you are below the rim)and fade away shots are now accurate than before ..


There are added features like Team Practice : You can now have a team practice .. a time to practice team plays and moves and to be familiarize with the plays.

need to explore more about the added features ..

till next time ..

-i don't exist-


Thunder - Boys Like Girls

Thunder
Boys Like Girls


Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder, and I said
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder


Random Song ? hehehe







Friday, October 10, 2008

Supernatural Season 4 Episode 1 : Lazarus Rising

After a sad ending in season 3.. all viewers asking what will happen next .. .. 4 months later Dean wakes in middle of nowhere .. He tries to contact Sam and Bobby and fortunately reunited with them.. They wonder of what exactly pulled Dean from Hell and what it will want in return ... and later in the episode Dean and Bobby was able to have a face to face encounter with the thing that pulled Dean out from hell..

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Magic The Gathering : Halloween Tournament

Our local organizer is planning to have a special Halloween Tourney .. the details are not yet clear ...
The tentative plan is to construct a deck that will contain Halloween creatures .. RAT, ZOMBIE, Spirits and etc..

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Shards of Alara: Zombie Assault


Rise Zombie rise ...

Zombies are known not to Attack but instruments in life leech .. :)

But with the Death Baron and Lord of the Undead both in the Standard .. It will be possible that Zombie is back from the grave with unearth abilities and death touch. With back up spells like Black commands, and few discards and the famous aggro land card Mutavault .. I think the Zombies has a chance to make it in the Standard Competition..


I don't Exist ..

The Fringe: TV Series


The Fringe is all about ...Psychokinesis, teleportation, Nanotechnology, Artificial Intelligence, Precognition, Dark Matter and other forces beyond our imagination..

Interesting but familiar .. It's like the new version of X Files .. This time with better camera effects.

I have only watched the first episode (The Fringe : Pilot) .In my own opinion this series has a potential to last for more than two seasons.. If you love to watch horror and sci fi movies .. then i would suggest you to watch the series and be astound of the story as it unfolds the existence of the unknown force in the world that we live in .

- The Fringe - I don't exist .. puff ... wink

Wolverine and the X-Men 2008: TV Series

The TV series start with a flash back memory of Wolverine .. When he was planning to move out from the Xmen and few moments later Mansion Explodes.. due to the attack Professor Charles Xavier and Jean Grey are missing. After the incident the X-men disband and Magneto created a new place for mutants .. and those who still staying in the Human world are captured by the MRD (Mutant Response Division).. and so the new story begins ..

So far there are 4 episodes released .. I'm looking forward to watch the 2nd episode this weekend ..


I don't exist -- wink

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Friday Night Magic Madness


Introducing the October and November FNM Cards

Serrated Arrows - October
Isochrone Scepter - November

Both of the cards are well known to be support cards when they exist in the standard competition.. Serrated arrows is well known to kill stuffy doll during the TS Block and Isochrone imprints counter or burn spells during the Mirrodin Block ..

With a good FNM cards players will now run to the tournament area and will be begging for games during Friday Nights for two months .. :)

Magic The Gathering - Another Draft Weekend


Shards of Alara - Draft weekend


When: October 10 or 11
Where: Card Haven Bo. Obrero
Time: October 10 - 5 pm Reg Starts
October 11 - 2 pm Reg Starts
Registration Fee: 550
Products: Each registered player will be given 3 booster pack

Prize:
1st - 4 Booster Packs
2nd - 3 Booster Packs
3rd - 2 Booster Packs
4th - 2 Booster Packs
5th-8th - Deck Box (Shadowmoor)

See Yah

I don't exist ---

New Magic the gathering Player Rewards



The DCI new player reward cards are (Flame Javelin , Unmake and Cryptic Command).

Magic Player Rewards participants receive benefits for each increment of 5 and 20 tournaments listed in the DCI database under their DCI number.

Every 5 Sanction tournaments you will receive 1 random new textless card and 1 random old textless card and if the player reach 20 tournaments he /she will receive a premium foil card in the current case the new cards are Flame Javelin and unmake for the new textless card and the premuim foil will be the cryptic command.

join now and get rewards by playing the sanction tournaments

ask the stores and tournament organizers near you and join the program.


I don't Exist --

Monday, October 6, 2008

MouseHunt v2.0.8.1b - Mousehunt is back


Horn .....


Mousehunt is back at last .. with the new version ..


Nice Layout ...


Happy Hunting guys ..

Friday, October 3, 2008

What will Happen to CSI VEGAS ?

Magic release Tournament

Tomorrow .. the TS block will officially be out of the standard rotation.. and welcomes the new set with a Draft.

The Card Haven Davao will have a draft tourney tomorrow at exactly 2 PM ..

Registration Fee: 550
each registered player will be given 3 Shards of Alara Booster Pack
prizes: TBA

Be there experience the shards of Alara's mythic fever and win prices ...

Spyware's Do or Die Semifinals Game

I was expecting to meet the Night shift during the semifinals game .. but Cliff informed me awhile a go that we will play against the assumption team ..

Wow we played with them twice and the our record is 1-1 so there is a 50% chance of beating them .. hehehe ... Hope that we have a complete attendance tomorrow .. :P

sorry guys .. I wasn't able to play last week .. need to have rest for two weeks : Doctor's advice ...

Spyware this will be our last chance .. please be there guys...

meanwhile enjoy ur Mcdo meal .. and have a nice rest muna..


I don't Exist - blink ...

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Spyware: To play or not to play

Tomorrow is a holiday ... Spyware team is planning to practice for the upcoming semifinal match against the top seed Night Shift Team .. It's going to be a do or die game for the spyware since the NS will only need one win to eliminate us ..

Our team captain Percival initiate and try to enforce a one day practice for plays and strategy to implement during the semifinal game .. we are hoping to find answers to the night shifts back court fast break plays and minimize turn overs .. They are planning to have one day practice tomorrow morning since it's a holiday but my problem is that I don't have enough rest since i will be working 10 pm to 7 am and the practice will be on 8 am tomorrow ..

To attend the practice:

Pros:

I will be able to catch with the team plays and strategies
It will be a good health exercise

Cons:

Not enough sleep
Still on the healing process of my illness (allergy , cough and colds)

what will be my decision ? to play or not play ... hmm

i don't exist -- wink --

Monday, September 29, 2008

Shards of Alara - Pre Release Tournament



Last Sunday, I was able to join the Pre release Tournament : Shards of Alara. The event was the most successful Mtg Event in Davao ever :) with 33 registered players. Shards was a little bit hard in constructing a deck since some of the cards require 3 colors mana.. we need to balance our deck and enough mana fixers in order for the deck to work .. It took me more than the time aloted to construct my deck.. Thanks to my cousin .. for helping me re evaluate my deck .. :)


Round1

1st Game

I chose to draw first and got 1 Wild nacalt in hand ,1 lush growth, 2 forest, 1 mountain, 1 artifact that produces 3 color mana 2 rip clan crasher ... First turn: I played a forest and cast Wild nacalt and the opponent played his first land, Second Turn : I played another forest and cast lush growth to make the Wild nacalt 3/3 and swing it .. In my opponent 's turn .. he played another land .. 3rd Turn: I was able to cast 1 rip clan crasher and continue attacking while he got no creatures.. and on 4th turn : another rip clan is on board and he still got no creatures in play .. i was able to keep on waving without any problem .. 2nd Game: My Opponent chose to Play first and still lucky enough to get another Nacalt but with 2 Naya Charm ... got really lucky ... during the first round and finish it early by tapping all his creatures in my last wave that gave me the win in the first round

Standing 1-0


Second Round: Battle of the Long Hairs Vs Short Hairs

When we role the dice .. for who comes first the dice hit my fingers and make it in favor to my opponent .. This round was really the most difficult because i tried to take control of board with just an unblockble creature .. got lucky he dont have any burn spell during the first game .. and during the second game he was able to put his saproling maker mage .. into board as early as turn 3 and was able to produce enough sapro to finish to force a game 3 ... in game 3 I was able to damage him early and finish the game with the cycling burn spell :)

Standing 2-0

Short hair prevails ....


3rd game: battle of the undefeated

Game 1 Got a an early rally attacks and trim down his life to 10 by end of turn 5 .. but he was able to make a come back .. in the last turn he was down to 7 and in hand got a cycling card that can deal as much as 6 damage to target creature or player and i was hoping he will not block my 2/2 first strike creature ... but he decided to block it and .. he swings the big creature.. In game 2 he started to play his key creatures during the first 4 turns and freely swing attacks for 3 turns .. but was able recover to comeback but his Big Creature is back and freely casted it .. I tried to destroy it during the 7th turn but he got some instants to increase its life.. on board and still finishes me with two swings of his Feral hydra.:(

Standing 2-1


4th Match: Battle of the Titans - Vs Peter Ang

Game 1 ended fast with the lush growth and Wild nacalt combo and the 2 rip clan crasher during turn 4 .. it was a fast game indeed ... Game2: I wasn't able to get enough lands to cast some of my vanilla creatures .. :) he waves all his small but terrible creatures and forces a game 3: A lesson learned ... (" Greed will imprison as all" - Rush Hour 1) I fetch a land the I rarely needed without thinking that i needed a forest card to fix all the problem .. Ouch .. another heartbreaking lost...

2-2 I finished 16th overall .:) better luck next time ..

aim high .. soar high ...


wink... i don't exist.

Friday, September 26, 2008

Night before Shards: Farewell Tribute to Time Spiral

Whether we like it or not ... everything must move on ..

It will be a matter of hours from now .. the new set (Shards of Alara) will be introduce and Pre Release Tournaments will be launch by the different organizers.

What's next ? Still don't know ... when Tarmogofys, Damnation and Greater Gargis will rotate out in the Standard Scene. . what will happen to their respective decks ... huhuhu ouch .. Im thinking its a new era and new decks will rise .. a new type of control deck like Grave games, Lorwyn tribal (Elf, Kithkins, Faeries) and the new fav Demigod / RDW.

New Deck = New Investment = Money = Work hheehehe

Card Visual Spoilers of Shards are now posted in the different MTG related sites .. from Mythic rares, Rares, Uncommons down to the commons.. I find some of the cards interesting like the new red/green plainswalker .. I think it's good for both limited and constructed.


With all the rumors im now excited to meet Shards of Alara .. Farewell Time Spiral ...

wink ... i don't exist

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Meet my pet society pet : River Kelpie


Name: River Kelpie
Age: Unknown
Address : Swamps of Lorwyn
Favorite Food: Goblins, Tooth faeries
Favorite Color: Blue
Favorite Movie: Hellboy2
Loves: Sleeping and Eating

join the Facebook's Pet Society and meet new pet pals .. :)

Everything

You're a falling star, You're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.

And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.

-- wahihih-- wahihihi almost 10x na gina balik balik sa playlist .. @ random man unta ang naka set wahihihih .. need to remove it sa playlist para dli na maka balik wahihih

Wufoo - Instant Sign Up page

I have been planning in storing sign up contact information for week now .. thanks to Wufoo.com I don't need to do some coding to come up with such page.. :) If you are planning to add a simple sign up page to your page .. u can visit its site (http://wufoo.com/)

you can try the free/ trial version .. just easy as drag and drop .. you can now create you're own and personalize sign up page .. and it can store as many as 100 entries or more


Here's an example !

I don't exist -- oink .. ops .. wink*

Monday, September 22, 2008

Shards of Alara - Pre release Tournament

At last .. the long awaited Pre release tournament of year

The Magic Fanatics are now saving money for the event .. selling their old decks and some valuable pieces of their old deck just to join the main event of the year .. If you are playing the game then you know it's the most enjoyable tournament of the year .. since its a new set , new additional rules (unearth, devour and more updates and changes) and lastly a bigger crowd .. Most casual magic player likes to play the sealed format during the first expansion of the set .. because it's the base set .. base set consist of spells that you need in forming a deck in the succeeding expansions... a good example is the lorwyn .. the set includes (cryptic and profane command, Garruk, Thoughsize and the power commons like mulldrifter.. ) ...

Davao Tournament schedule:

Location: Card Haven - BO Obrero
Date: September 28, 2008 *Sunday
Time: 10:00 am Registration
Format: Sealed

After the registration .. - every registrant will be given 1 tournament pack and 3 booster packs and its going to be his /her card pool..
- He/ She will be given around 45 mins to 30 mins to construct at least a minimum of 40 card deck
- every player must check all the cards to the checklist .. to ensure he/she will be using .. the exact card during the span of the tournament.

Good Luck guys ..

Sportless weekendzzz



Dust started it all..

We often see campaign posters against drugs and courts for sports ... except for the prince .. with a saying .. Say no to Drugs and Yes to sports ..

Last Friday, Our family doctor adviced me not to play sports for 8 days wow and take a rest .. as often as possible before going to work with tons of bawal food .. no seafood, no egg, no chicken, no gulay.. hu3x .. what a weekend it was and I am sure its gonna be the same activities to do for the next weekend ..

So next weekend I am going to call it Operation: Sportless Weekend

Must to do:

1. Rest. rest rest
2. No sport activities
3. Prevent the bawal foods
4. No outdoor activities

Plan activities :

1. Movie Marathon
2. PS2 / Xbox Mania
3. Magic The Gathering .. Pre release tournament Shard of Alara < it's not yet considered as sport .. plus it's an indoor game .. :) so i think i don't have problem with it :)

If you have any suggestion please feel free to leave comments ..


I don't exist ... puff puff .. **wink*

Monday, September 8, 2008

How effective the Spyware Ultimate Plan was?

During the game time ... the viewers were able to see how the Spyware stop the opponent from scoring and dictate the game phase.. With the help of the veteran player Percy we were able to asses and create strategy to beat the formidable Trojan team.

The First Half:
It was a see saw scoring battle between the two teams.. but thanks to the playing coach he was able to identify the important factors and individuals to watch .. and luckily were able to defend them properly... that give us a large lead as the first half ends.

The Second Half:
We started the second half with amazing shots . (put it in the highlight reel) but during the 3 min mark we had some problems in crossing the ball to the half court with their suffocating full press defense and boom .. they were able to tie the score that lead us to an extension period...

Overtime Period:
Deadlock - Again back to the see saw scoring battle but the difference was ... it's now all about free throws since the two teams are now in the penalty .. some shots were missed == with a minute remaining Kurt Damada breakaway from the defense and put a dagger with a backbone breaking 3 point shot that gave us a comfortable lead and were able to get the first win in the tournament.

Player of the game : Dodong Kenneth and Dodong Jam
Shot of the game: Kurt Damada Backbone breaking 3 point shot
Breakaway play of the game: Dennis Casa fastbreak point with a fancy dancing move after making the shot.

Pics and videos of the previous game message Mr. Erwin Daclan....


*wink* -- i don't exist

Friday, September 5, 2008

Spywares Ultimate Game Plan !!!

Spywares are down to 0-2 win loss record .. will tonight be their lucky night? .. After the disappointing game against the night shift The team captain Allan "the Money Man" Villar recorded the games of the next opponent .. he observed their key plays and formulated an ultimate counter play.. He tried to organize the team yesterday for the role each player will play while in the court and how his new strategy work against the next opponent .

if you are interested to see the redeem Spyware team then you should watch the game and see the ULTIMATE SPYWARE GAME PLAN..

*wink* - I don't exist ..

How to Combat Sleepiness when your at work

Sleepiness = low production / low quality of service = opportunity loss / low evaluation ratings = less earnings / unemployment

That's why we need to fight sleepiness at work ..

  1. Enough sleep - every person needs to have enough sleep 7-8 hours a day in order for their brains to function well. Tip: Don't go to bed hungry ..
  2. Balance Diet- We need to have a balance diet since we need to ... A balanced diet must contain carbohydrate, protein, fat, vitamins, mineral salts and fibre. It must contain these things in the correct proportions.
  3. Exercise - It plays a vital part since it helps our bodies transition between the phases of sleep more regularly and more smoothly.
  4. Coffee -I think it is important to take coffee breakssss when you feel sleepy .. its one of the best counter measure in combating sleepiness ... CCA Certified Coffee Addict..
  5. Napping - Napping during break time is also a way of fighting sleepiness @ work ..
If you have some suggestions in how to combat sleepiness then feel free to leave a comment ..

*Wink* - I don't Exist -

Thursday, September 4, 2008

What are Day Shift Activities I miss


ayayay.. Last Night was the WordCamp another seminar i missed .. I really miss the Day Shift Activities ...

7am to 8am - Chix Crossing the Street MDQ and more -- regards lang ko sa iyaha ken

8am to 12nn - Coffee Breaks with Hen, Mikel and Dennis
Spiderman and Venom (PLDT and DLPC Tech Support staff)
Manong Undertaker and Kuya Mike
Hemantayon and Bisaya diay moves
Copy and Paste ....
Team Confe .. without any reason .. hehehe shh..

Lunch Break - Eating by Batch .. (1st batch : Aice, Val, Cyrose) (2nd Batch Me, Chai "pinakakusgan" Cesar), (3rd batch: Dean and Abby)
My Favorite Alaska and Tira tira Portion ..
Most important task log in and log out time.

1pm to 4 pm - Coffee break.. Copy and paste mode ..

4 pm - its Shot clock time , order, last two .. since i'll be listing our output in a small notebook summary and reports others called it as notebook for the list of foods and others called it a Last two notebook for betting.. hehehe

5 pm to 6 pm - It's overtime pero without pay ha .. hehehe time for file uploading

Activities after work / weekends

- Seminars and Friday Night Magic


*wink* -- puff puff .. i don't exist ..

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

PS2 - God of War


God of War is wow

I played the game for more than 5 hours today and almost forgot my lunch lolz .. The game is simply amazing .. Graphics , game play, story and the my favorite the big mythical monsters ..

Thanks Tita Kims sa Lunch .. :) lami ang bihon and Bola Bola .. kung wala pa .. pasmo ko ganina ..

i don't exist --* wink* ---

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

I am A Clown

by: Christian Cortez

"I have the happiest face in the world
i bring happiness even in the afterworld
so stop your moping, and start smiling
cuz nothing will happen if you're always frowning;"

These are the things that i want you to see
When you're with me, and be carefree
Underneath this happy shell is a lonely soul,
inaccessible to everyone, always been half of a whole

Hiding to everyone that i am able;
blending in too well, i am invisible
I chose this life of solitary
leaving nothing for discovery

And so i don this mask to conceal the real me
Because i am afraid no one will truly see;
to reveal the real me is a fright
i am out of place, i am never right

tormented with thoughts of loneliness
all i wanted is a little bit of happiness
But how can i achieve what i am looking for?
Am i just waiting for someone to open my door?


This is a poem made by my cousin Christian Cortez .. i think it is very good and it deserves to be posted for you guys to read.

We cannot deny the reality of the clown depicted in the poem... that people do try be happy and brave but deep inside, there is a lonely soul ...

i don't exist ... *wink* ..